Tomorrow I start a week long, intensive doula course. I have been looking forward to it or months and now that it's here and about to happen...I feel guilty!
Not a lot, but just enough to make me question whether leaving my kiddos is the right thing.
Oh darn it.
It's not like they are staying with a stranger. My hubby, THEIR FATHER, is going to spend the whole week with them. He took a week long vacation so I could do something for myself and my career. He supports me and wants me to enjoy this. If he knew I was feeling guilty he would probably, I dunno....tell me to get over it!
I have to get over it.
The kids are fine. They are going to have a great time with their Daddy.
Doing all sorts of things only Daddy's know how.
And I hopefully will get over this Mama guilt and actually enjoy this doula training!